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08-18-2004, 03:02 PM
Hi, I'd like some advice. Here's the situation. I want to be an artist, and to be a good one I need to be drawing/creating all the time. I can't seem to get myself to do it. I feel stuck in my old habits I've had since I was 15, just wanna have fun, play video games, watch movies, smoke weed. I'm an introvert I just sit at home in front of my computer when not at work. (At work though I'm a very hard worker.) While I'm doing that I think to myself I need to be drawing, but I have no real umpf to do it but I want too. Now I have and read Creating Your Future and Timeline Basis of Personality. I for the most part understand to like put memories of the events I want to happen in my future timeline, right? Do I just go into the visualization or am I suppose to like make a tape telling me what to do? Will doing timeline help me out or should I look into something else? Thankyou for you time and please help me out if you can.
TeeJay
08-18-2004, 08:15 PM
Kindly reread your post, and recognise how you are lying both to us, and to yourself.You say, "I want to be an artist" rubbish, if you did, you would readily find the time to practise since it would be part of life's enjoyments.
You note that in fact you find it easy to do the things you like best....
You say, "I still want to do the things I did when I was fifteen, like smoke weed." et al....Depending on how old you are now, you may well have done irreparable damage to your brain, and nobody can help you reverse that damage...... Both the British Medical Journal, and its American counterpart have done studies on the effect of weed over a prolonged period, and note that one of the effects is an increase in the incidence of Schitzophrenia. If this is what you are now suffering from, no help will be enough to reverse the damage you have done to yourself, and no self respecting practitioner would be willing to offer help under such circumstances.....Terry