omer cohen
07-18-2010, 09:35 PM
hi, 10 years ago i met someone that i found out that he is a zero just a couple of months ago, he brainwashed and hypnotized me with his friends that are also zeros and made me go throw real hell while he was taking over by making everyone believe that iam a nerd or gay or something like that...
anyway i saw one of them in the street next to a mini-market and shouted zero alot before i could do something to get out of that brainwash that they have done to me, but i was too frustrated and blind.
before that i managed to bend the way they made me look and think to make connections with people and to survive it while taking alot of disrespect and guesses from my friends and people that were found out to be posers, i done something when i was in high-school that made everyone to appreciate me for a long time untill the one who i shouted zero to found out that i realized it. every time i walked down the street he shouted something when i couldn't see him, like my name and something else and that made me a trigger that was alot worse that made me look and talk like a complete nerd that made everyone to think that thats what i became, iam also brainwashed when its hit me and people treat me like **** and everyone look hostile, i met someone a couple of days ago who was a nerd at that time i was in high-school (when i could bend the brainwash) while i was in vacation with my family, that thought that iam a nerd and told it to his girlfriend (which if i wasn't looked like a nerd she was very impressed by me) that started laughing while looking at me and disrespecting me while ignoring and guessing stuff that i couldn't respond to, every-time i tried to change what she thought i heard her whispering "now he is trying to show us that he is not a nerd", "lets get out of here before he takes over us with his questions", which made me go crazy, i tried to snap out of it all the time but it wasn't possible, its like, they way that she talked \ looked at me impact my ability to control or reduce it, she was talking and disrespecting me like a whore while she was screwing the real nerd, the worst part is that she looked really good, and a real nerd is getting what i deserve while iam eating pure ****.
it made me go nuts and torn my vacation into hell, i couldn't find a way to explain to them that i was brainwashed and hypnotized to look that way,
it was hell and its hell every time that i have a trigger to it, when iam less brainwashed i can see that i really looked like a nerd but when iam in it i cant see it and its like in the "twilight zone", those zeros even tried to hypnotize me to kill myself, nop one knows that they are zeros and their survival depends on people minds about me, they even have girlfriends and iam living in hell, when iam fully brainwashed i cant see that they are zeros, now iam partly brainwashed and hypnotized, its horrible it even made me go insane for a month.
when i manage to control it for a short time, people that thought that iam a nerd that are near me suddenly regret and feel discomfort while iam walking pass them.
every time something like what that happened with that girl happens while iam in that delusion it makes me go nuts and feel like iam burning from pain.
everyone are ignoring me or whispering what a nerd or something else while iam passing down the street, people who where in contact with me are laughing at my face , i once heard someone telling to some girl that i was awesome at what i done back than in high school but now i turned into a nerd.
thats what everyone think except for a close friend of mine that i see one in alot of time, iam now 20 years old, and iam having the worst time ever.
i need help fast, not even my psychologist believes me or knows how bad it is, not even my parents.
iam burning in hell.
anyway i saw one of them in the street next to a mini-market and shouted zero alot before i could do something to get out of that brainwash that they have done to me, but i was too frustrated and blind.
before that i managed to bend the way they made me look and think to make connections with people and to survive it while taking alot of disrespect and guesses from my friends and people that were found out to be posers, i done something when i was in high-school that made everyone to appreciate me for a long time untill the one who i shouted zero to found out that i realized it. every time i walked down the street he shouted something when i couldn't see him, like my name and something else and that made me a trigger that was alot worse that made me look and talk like a complete nerd that made everyone to think that thats what i became, iam also brainwashed when its hit me and people treat me like **** and everyone look hostile, i met someone a couple of days ago who was a nerd at that time i was in high-school (when i could bend the brainwash) while i was in vacation with my family, that thought that iam a nerd and told it to his girlfriend (which if i wasn't looked like a nerd she was very impressed by me) that started laughing while looking at me and disrespecting me while ignoring and guessing stuff that i couldn't respond to, every-time i tried to change what she thought i heard her whispering "now he is trying to show us that he is not a nerd", "lets get out of here before he takes over us with his questions", which made me go crazy, i tried to snap out of it all the time but it wasn't possible, its like, they way that she talked \ looked at me impact my ability to control or reduce it, she was talking and disrespecting me like a whore while she was screwing the real nerd, the worst part is that she looked really good, and a real nerd is getting what i deserve while iam eating pure ****.
it made me go nuts and torn my vacation into hell, i couldn't find a way to explain to them that i was brainwashed and hypnotized to look that way,
it was hell and its hell every time that i have a trigger to it, when iam less brainwashed i can see that i really looked like a nerd but when iam in it i cant see it and its like in the "twilight zone", those zeros even tried to hypnotize me to kill myself, nop one knows that they are zeros and their survival depends on people minds about me, they even have girlfriends and iam living in hell, when iam fully brainwashed i cant see that they are zeros, now iam partly brainwashed and hypnotized, its horrible it even made me go insane for a month.
when i manage to control it for a short time, people that thought that iam a nerd that are near me suddenly regret and feel discomfort while iam walking pass them.
every time something like what that happened with that girl happens while iam in that delusion it makes me go nuts and feel like iam burning from pain.
everyone are ignoring me or whispering what a nerd or something else while iam passing down the street, people who where in contact with me are laughing at my face , i once heard someone telling to some girl that i was awesome at what i done back than in high school but now i turned into a nerd.
thats what everyone think except for a close friend of mine that i see one in alot of time, iam now 20 years old, and iam having the worst time ever.
i need help fast, not even my psychologist believes me or knows how bad it is, not even my parents.
iam burning in hell.