ReallyReallyneed help from you guys

[logicboy]

Hey guys, let me introduce myself

Names Andrew, im 19, live in England and in medschool (yes we don't need pre-med to go to medschool in england)

This is a long post so PLEASE, PLEASE read all of it, i would really appreciate it, thankyou.

The past 5 weeks my life has literally been ruined.

Basically, i used to play an online game 2 years ago, and added this guy on msn, and 2 years later he was still on my msn and about 5 weeks ago I finally talked to him. We were talking about all the publicity about Jay-Z whos apparently a devil worshipper or whatever, which troubled me since i like his music alot.

Anyway, after about 10min of that topic, he started telling me about god and how if we sin we go to hell..and he came up with many bible quotes and so on...Im catholic and i go to church every week, but never have really been religious...

So he told me many things like if we hate someone its the same as murder and if we look at women lustfully its the same as raping them according to the bible...which i thought was complete nonsense until he told me to look it up and it was true.. (hes born again christian)

Since then I was really scared of God, scared to sin and very scared of going to Hell. I'm not really a type of guy who gets scared by these kind of things, but this really frightened me.

I spoke to him for about 6 days each time being about 1 hour. From that first day i started to have panic attacks all day, and my heart was pumping really fast and my eczema was flaring up really bad. (This happened at the end of september).

Since then I've seen 2 priests, a hypnotherapist and a psychiatrist and also talked with my parents and several other family members.

The priests told me not to take the bible literally and stuff, but it didn't help me, the hypnotherapist helped to reduce the panic attacks and since then I have felt better indeed, and im still waiting for the psychiatrist to refer me to a friend of hers.

I've also left medschool due to me being unable to cope at this point, however they said my place is still there for next year, but its a 50:50 thing and I could lose it..In addition my healths really has gone down, weight loss, etc etc...(sorry to tell you my problems)

Anyway, I have been thinking about this EVERYDAY for the past 5 weeks, and my parents have let me stay at home and told me whatever professional help i want, just to tell them and they will get me it (yes they are really supportive)

I always feel a huge weight on my shoulders...yes that kind of feeling and whatever I do...even walk, talk, im ALWAYS thinking about god and my fear of him, fear of sinning and fear of going to hell. Before this incident I was a good guy and did things out of love for god, but now im terrified.

I doubt that having a "stepwise/or stage" progession to get out of this would help me...since I'm like "if it's there it's there, or if its gone its gone".

Im really unable to do ANYTHING atm..and im searching for a more modern hypnotherapy clinic in central London. However, i think the only way this will stop if I have no consience recall of it..aka forgetting it totally via hypnotherapy.

Please advise me guys, I can't express how i feel at the moment and my lifes going down the drain.

Thanks :(

[Poodle]

No decent hypnotist/hypnotherapist will REMOVE memories. The reason for this is you will have no future protection of the same "crap" happening to you again. I'm sure you certainly do not want that, do you? What we do is to take the "charge" out of the memory so it becomes just another oh hum, boring, I don't care, it doesn't matter type of memory and just lies dormant not bothering you in the least. I would suggest a NLP Master Practitioner or Trainer for you with this type of problem. We deal BIG TIME in beliefs and whacking out unecological beliefs and installing ecological beliefs. I know for you it may seem too good to be true but it is something we are all trained to do very, very well.

You have allowed someone to install their negative and limiting beliefs in you. STOP IT! Speak up for yourself and say: That really is untrue because of 1., 2., 3., 4., 5., 6., etc., and you install your beliefs in them. There are sooo many contradictions in our Bible it is pathetic. Go to history and find out exactly how and when it was written, rewritten, rewritten again depending upon who was Pope at the time and all the changes it has gone through during various times in history.

Even though you are Roman Catholic, it could be a lot of fun to adopt the Jewish belief about what that person told you. I have found it comforting even myself. It is that we are all born with a bright light inside...a light from God. As we continually sin throughout life the light becomes a little bit dimmer and at the end of our life on Earth is usually quite dim. There is no such place as Hell. Just a trip up to Heaven. Pretty kewl belief, huh? I can also quote you Chapter and Verse that Satan is bound in Heaven by Archangel Michael. How's that for a thought?

I know there are many, many NLP Master Practitioners and Trainers not far from you. We generally are more expensive than traditional hypnosis but the changework is much, much faster and PERMANENT. You'll be back at University in no time at all!! We have some very capable NLP Master Pracs and Trainers in England right here on this Forum. Look for them.

Please read my signature line -- "If you know how the brain works you can set your own directions. If you don't, then someone else will." That is exactly what happened to you, isn't it? Someone else did.
GET YOUR LIFE BACK NNNOOOWWWWW!!!!

Be well~Pood :pood: