maddyn
04-11-2005, 10:55 AM
I have been diagnised with insomnia for the past 10 years, using medication for the past 7 years to assist sleep.
When i look back to the start of this (when i did not consider it to be a problem), i was reading about lucid dreaming, and hypnosys. I worked hard to achieve a lucid dream, and managed a few times, but had difficulty in maintaining the dream. I just wanted to fly.
When i try to sleep now without medication, i get a similar lucid dream feeling, but one where i find it difficult to awake from. I have my own marker to know i am dreaming, where i gently bite my lip, to see if it feels 'distant'. That suffices to tell me that i am not awake, but i find that, sometimes, when i do wake up i can find (for example) that the postman has posted letterd through the letterbox on the first floor (bite the lip, still asleep).
This also happens if i have woken in the night (completely, such as a baby crying) then return to sleep. I am at the sstage where this is expected behaviour, which is probably the main cause now.
Now i am not putting any blame on hypnosys for this, but rather feel that this is a potential cure for the situation. The problem i hit when i listen to hypnosys tapes designed to help my insomnia, is that i have not managed to enjoy the induction, but find myself questioning and trying to learn and understand the methods employed to bring on the relaxed 'induced' state.
Does this really matter? am i the preverbial 'self fulfilling prophecy', where by taking the induction to bits conciously to learn, i believe i am not benefiting from the experience anyway?
I would also like some recommendations for self help hypnisys books or CD's
Any advice or comments will be appriciated. By hearing advice from others, i may be able to change this 'Belief'
Maddyn
When i look back to the start of this (when i did not consider it to be a problem), i was reading about lucid dreaming, and hypnosys. I worked hard to achieve a lucid dream, and managed a few times, but had difficulty in maintaining the dream. I just wanted to fly.
When i try to sleep now without medication, i get a similar lucid dream feeling, but one where i find it difficult to awake from. I have my own marker to know i am dreaming, where i gently bite my lip, to see if it feels 'distant'. That suffices to tell me that i am not awake, but i find that, sometimes, when i do wake up i can find (for example) that the postman has posted letterd through the letterbox on the first floor (bite the lip, still asleep).
This also happens if i have woken in the night (completely, such as a baby crying) then return to sleep. I am at the sstage where this is expected behaviour, which is probably the main cause now.
Now i am not putting any blame on hypnosys for this, but rather feel that this is a potential cure for the situation. The problem i hit when i listen to hypnosys tapes designed to help my insomnia, is that i have not managed to enjoy the induction, but find myself questioning and trying to learn and understand the methods employed to bring on the relaxed 'induced' state.
Does this really matter? am i the preverbial 'self fulfilling prophecy', where by taking the induction to bits conciously to learn, i believe i am not benefiting from the experience anyway?
I would also like some recommendations for self help hypnisys books or CD's
Any advice or comments will be appriciated. By hearing advice from others, i may be able to change this 'Belief'
Maddyn